Looking back can be hard sometimes, you dont always see what you want to see even though you knew what happened, you were there after all. Life continues despite history and we often try and use the past to influence the future, but realistically its the present that directly affects the future. Past events may have happened but their influence on the future is only perceived by the person involved, this might not happen because of something no one can remember from years ago, turning that on its head would be much more positive – This will happen because right now is the best time to do it.
I digress entirely, as I’ve said looking back is hard, acknowledging things can be even harder. Knowing there were times you found difficult its important to understand that you didn’t know any better before but now you do, so don’t get on that merry go round for a ride. Learn and develop yourself, bit by bit you will bring yourself together through your own insecurities and sub-conscious.
I look back at some of the things ive done and I am surprised, retrospectively theres some stuff I really shouldnt have done but we all have those things in our lives, the trick is to not let it get to us.
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